I have been attending openings and receptions for three months now. I’ve written about what I have seen and what I thought was going on. Its been fun and I always get a boost of confidence when my number one fan (hi mom) tells me what I’m doing is good.
But I haven’t seen any good come of it. I have been encouraged to write for the local papers and mags, I’ve submitted samples to our regional arts publications and have attempted to join local blog-groups. Where am I at with all of this? In the same chair in front of the same damn computer. I have barely gotten three people to leave a comment!
I am tired of abandoning my family in order to trek around town looking at art. I love art, but my life is suffering because of it. I can’t focus at work and am constantly monitoring my blog stats. I stay up late and am exhausted the following day. I get stomache pains after submitting a less than glowing review. I don’t need this shit.
If you haven’t caught on yet, let me spell it out for you.
That’s what I fuckin sees.